Occasionally, I like a little photography with my Photoshopping, as proven by this particular image from 2008. While that was only three years ago, it may as well be a million years ago after all through which I have gone since then. Have I myself descended these stairs into the abyss below? To be perfectly honest, more times than I care to admit even to myself, much less anyone else. Still, each and every one of these trips would ultimately wind up being a good thing, as I would inevitably emerge from these darkest of depths both stronger and wiser for the experience.
Recently, I have undertaken a stringent regiment of fitness and dieting aimed at reducing my body fat to levels which I have not enjoyed in a very long time. While there was certainly nothing wrong with the shape I was in prior to this metaphorical three-hour tour, I simply wanted to raise my fitness game to a new level. Short story long: I can, by any objective point of view, declare myself successful in this endeavour, as I am now rocking some seriously heavy duty cut and leanness. Photos will be forthcoming soon, once I can suss out a suitable shooting location.
Still, this victory is somewhat bittersweet at the moment, with emphasis upon the bitter part. Given my trademark self-discipline and work ethic, I have been pushing myself mercilessly towards this objective while not allowing myself even a moment’s rest. As a result, I am completely worn out at the moment; not just physically, but mentally and emotionally as well. Despite everything I have achieved as of late, there are admittedly a lot of question marks before me regarding which roads I must take in both the short and long term. While I know I’ll feel better in a few days, I’m simply burned out at the moment…
Tags: body fat, fitness, photography, photoshop
