2012 Resolutions, Part 4: Photography

December 26th, 2011

In a similar fashion as filmmaking, photography is a burgeoning passion of mine which I have put off for way too long. Yes, I have been practicing it to a certain degree over the past decade for reasons of necessity (mostly related to self-portraiture), but I have a lot of ideas which I have wanted to pursue. The work I have done to date has afforded me the opportunity to significantly develop my photography (and Photoshop) skills; and after purchasing my first professional quality DSLR camera in the past year, even my own perfectionist tendencies can objectively be satisfied from this point on with my pursuit of this particular creative medium. In fact, my education in filmmaking has lent itself generously to my photographic ambitions, as camera lighting techniques apply equally to both still and moving images.

I’m quick to admit that, out of all the possibly subject matter available, I’m probably most interested in working with female models on projects covering glamour, boudoir, and fine art. Yes, these projects will entail a substantial amount of exploration when it comes to capturing the nude female form, as this fits like a glove into the overall framework of artistic vision which drives my very existence. While I’ve been apprehensive in regards to pursuing as much because of my aforementioned perfectionism, I know that I am at a point where I can approach said subject matter and subsequently deliver a finished product which does undeniable justice to all parties involved. Or, in other words: I look at all the absolutely shitty photographs of nude females on a website like deviantART, and it becomes all too obvious to me that I can indeed turn out better images than many of these hacks, and that attitude comes at a point when I fully realize that I myself still have a long way to go as a photographer.

Although there are additional subject matters I wish to explore, another important one for me is that of urban exploration, as I’ve long held a fascination with abandoned structures and locations. The very concept of urban exploration was brought to my attention the first time I watched the late Russian director Andrei Tarkovsky’s brilliant 1979 sci-fi epic Stalker, which has subsequently gone on to become one of my all-time favourite films. The sinister and moody atmosphere found in that film is also perhaps the most compelling aspect of exploring any long forgotten infrastructure, and the easy availability of such opportunities virtually anywhere in the world makes this a subject matter which is extremely easy to document via still images. Of course, there’s often the risk of being arrested for trespassing in many jurisdictions, but avoiding as such is simply a matter of remaining completely aware of one’s surroundings at all times.

Outside of all that, I’m pretty much game for any photography project which doesn’t entail shooting weddings, children, senior portraits, or any other subject matter was is painfully commonplace. Besides, with seemingly everyone and his grandmother who owns a camera constantly clamouring for, and low-balling the absolute fuck out of each other, when it comes to these types of commissions, I’d just as well prefer to steer clear of it all and pursue my own creative muse.

2012 Resolutions, Part 3: Discothèque

December 24th, 2011

Over the course of the past 18 months, the idea of making films has made the transition from unrequited artistic desire to reality. As modest as they may be, I currently have two short films to my name which I have produced and directed, one of which I also wrote, and a lead acting role in another short film to boot. I’m also preparing to complete the final semester required to receive my film degree this coming spring, so I definitely haven’t been fucking around as an artist during this period, even if it appeared otherwise.

As it stands right now, it’s time for me to elevate my game to the next level with my next directorial effort: Discothèque. Although there is most definitely a fully realized plot, I also wrote this short film for the purpose of showcasing my handling of artistic territories I want to explore via the cinematic medium. The screenplay contains stylish and (sometimes) surreal elements of suspense, drama, and action. As for my directing influences, Michael Mann perhaps casts the largest shadow here, as I envision both a glossy look for the film, and the prominent use of pop music for dramatic effect. There are also elements of Paul Verhoeven and Brian De Palma to be found as well, although the objective is to conceive and execute a style which is 100% El Stefano.

Along with being the director and writer of Discothèque, I will also be serving as producer, performing in a supporting role, and, with Mode Nouveauxx, providing an original score and songs. Given the ambitiousness of this project, I will definitely have to raise financing from outside sources, so that will take some time. At this time, I would venture this film may be shot during late summer/early autumn 2012, although that is all very much up in the air at this time. While it’s a 99% given that Discothèque will be shot in Arkansas, I have no intention of entering the finished product into any film festival in this state; I simply believe this film will be better received just about anywhere but here.

2012 Resolutions, Part 2: Solo Music

December 23rd, 2011

For pretty much the entire duration of my active pursuit to make music, even when participating in band projects, I have always maintained a solo career, as it were. And, as with the rest of my life in general, it has undergone quite a process of evolution in terms of style. Although initially drenched in raw, straight-forward hard rock, I quickly showed no reservations in exploring a wide variety of musical genres. In short, my solo music has been firmly rooted in an “anything goes” aesthetic; consequently, the music I have made taking this approach has been incredibly personal, as I’ve been completely free to indulge my wildest thoughts and ideas in song form. Of course, when serving as the sole lead vocalist, lead guitarist, and songwriter in a musical project, it was bound to be all about me.

Perhaps even more so than Mode Nouveauxx, my upcoming solo work is quickly positioning itself to mark my most drastic musical evolution to date. During my hiatus of the past several years, my musical tastes have greatly diversified and expanded, and significant new influences upon this work have emerged in the process. Venerable standbys such as David Bowie and Billy Idol continue to cast respective shadows, but the likes of Roxy Music and Japan (and the solo careers of each frontman, Bryan Ferry and David Sylvian, respectively), along with longtime favourites Gary Numan and Kate Bush have given me much to consider when it comes to making music these days. Yes, my insatiable appetite for British artists of the 1970′s and 1980′s once again knows no bounds, but American jazz artists from Miles Davis to Weather Report have also increased their collective influence upon me. No matter what happens, it’s now a given that I’ve come a long way from days of Spike Diamond.

As with Mode Nouveauxx (not to mention the latter era of my initial solo career), my solo material is, out of both desire and necessity, largely electronic based. Because of this, I will have be able to facilitate live performance, as I can execute it alone; ergo, because of this and other details, I conceivably have a better chance of early live performance than Mode Nouveauxx. I won’t be looking for bookings in traditional rock music venues, but this material should lend itself effectively to the stylistic infrastructures of jazz club, art gallery, and other hoity toity environments. Whether or not this flies in Arkansas is anyone’s guess at this point, but I’ll work it out one way or another…

2012 Resolutions, Part 1: Mode Nouveauxx

December 21st, 2011

Traditionally, I am not all that down with New Year’s Resolutions in the sense that there is no time like the present to get busy with achieving most any objective. However, due to numerous circumstances, I find myself in a position in which several projects which I have wanted to pursue will come to fruition during the quickly-approaching new year. Because of this, I will be posting blog entries covering the basics of each and every one of these pursuits.

Although a relatively new project by name, the origins of the Mode Nouveauxx concept stretch back nearly 15 years. While I have made past attempts to head in this direction over that time, my solo musical career (which will also be explored in this blog entry series), other band projects, and virtually every other aspect of my life have gotten in the way until now. Due to the fact that Mode Nouveauxx represents everything I have wanted in a band for many years, it has definitely become something of an unrequited artistic desire of mine, and I simply refuse to wait any longer in fulfilling it.

Stylistically, I’ve referred to it as a combination of funk, punk, and crunk; and while such an assertion is not entirely accurate (particularly in regards to punk), the music is a hybrid of rock, pop, dance, and urban influences executed with a strong “do-it-yourself” aesthetic. My beloved British post-punk influences cast an extremely long shadow over this project in conjunction with both 70′s funk and latter day hip-hop largely in the vein of Lil’ Jon and his like-minded contemporaries. Legendarily eccentric visionaries such as David Bowie and Prince continue their respective influences over my overall musical oeuvre, and Roxy Music will most definitely be at the party as well. If you haven’t guessed by now, the music overall is definitely of the dance party variety; not in the nameless, faceless, Philip Glass-esque repetitiveness style of rave and the like, mind you, but rather in the tradition of danceable songs (with verses, choruses, bridges, and lyrics) which have filled the air at clubs and parties for decades.

The projected Mode Nouveauxx lineup definitely breaks from tradition in many respects: along with your’s truly filling the slots of guitarist and vocalist, I will be seeking out two female vocalists to round out the core personnel. In that sense, the band’s lineup will largely resemble that of The Human League, although in a much tougher and sexier way. In female vocalists, I’m certainly looking for singing ability, and not in the monotone, vocal fry style so prevalent amongst many a female pop singer these days. I’ll readily admit that physical appearance is also a determining factor, but that also applies to any potential male member we may have. Since the music is largely electronic-based, there’s really no need in the immediate future for any additional members. Long term, I possibly would be interested in adding a multi-instrumentalist, and perhaps a fretless bassist, but the immediate lineup will consist of me and two female vocalists.

Currently, I have been working on original material for Mode Nouveauxx. I have a few new compositions in the works, and I’m dusting off and reworking a few of my old standards from back in the day, such as “On Fire” and “Black Leather”, as hindsight has allowed me to objectively recognize that these two songs still indeed work. I’ve also been lining up a number of covers, particularly for the purpose of live performance, although the proposition of getting booked in Arkansas venues would appear to be zilch at this point, mainly because I know of no other act with which we could share a bill. In other words: I’ll definitely have to be creative in drumming up early gigs for the band, but what else is new? I’ll work it out…

As modest as it may be, Mode Nouveauxx has already introduced itself to the world at large (so to speak) by contributing the score to both LRC, and The Crisis (which will be completed and uploaded in a matter of days), and I will continue to utilize the Node Nouveauxx name as my own personal Tangerine Dream, as it were, for my film projects. While that alone gives the band a definite degree of coolness, I have even greater expectations…

LRC (2011) Is Complete…

November 19th, 2011

It took a little longer than anticipated, but LRC is finally finished. Shot mostly on an incredibly dreary March day, during a temporary phase of personal fatness (although still nowhere near what this particularly unsavoury skank would have you believe…), the completion of my directorial debut (as modest as it may be) represents a serious quantity of dirt off my shoulder. While this film isn’t exactly La Dolce Vita (although it does contain a Fellini reference, because I’m cool like that), the response so far has been incredibly positive. In other words: this project should at least help get the ball rolling for me as a filmmaker.

As far as directing goes… I very much enjoyed the experience on a number of levels, and I instantly felt at home in this particular role. Despite the extreme limitations of time, equipment, and personnel around which I had to work in order to get this project shot, I proved myself quite adept to relentlessly leading the charge from one set-up to the next without delay. Granted, I was afforded the luxury of working with a cast and crew consisting of very talented and hard-working individuals, without any of whom this film would have never been shot. Perhaps the biggest life lesson I learned from this experience was the importance of working with others, and not attempting to do everything myself.

Anyway, this is probably the closest I will ever get to shooting comedy, so enjoy it while you can…

Composition…

November 13th, 2011

As I really begin to focus upon pursuing my long-held interest in still photography, my starting point has pretty much consisted of “remaking” some of my self-portraits from days of yore. This particular image is practically an exact redux of a shot from November, 2006; the guitar, wardrobe (at least, what little there is), and even the backdrop in this shot were all featured in the original. What makes this shot superior to version 1.0 is not only the utilization of a professional-quality camera, but also a better understanding of, and ability to execute, proper lighting techniques. I’m not saying that I now have this whole photography thing figured out completely (I’ve barely scratched the surface), but even someone as harshly self-critical as I can grudgingly concede that I’m finally starting to get somewhere with it.

The basic concept of composition represents a broadly looming element in my life at the moment; in fact, it is currently rearing its head in a way which is has not in quite some time. Obviously, shot composition is something which is very much on my mind at the moment. Still photography aside, I am currently working on a new short film as director of photography, which is my first time holding any position in the camera department, much less as the head of said department. It’s going to be a very cool film, as the director, gaffer, and I have worked out some totally bitchin’ Hitchcockian shots involving a lot of dolly and jib movements. I’m definitely looking forward to the experience.

The prominent return of music composition into my life is largely related to my filmmaking escapades, as I flat out refuse to use stock music in any film I produce and/or direct; and since Tangerine Dream is apparently never going to return my phone calls, then the job of scoring my film projects falls upon my shoulders. Admittedly, I’m enduring something of a composer’s block at the moment as I attempt to score LRC, with added pressure due to the fact that it’s the film is otherwise complete. I know I’m pushing too hard, despite (or, more likely, perhaps) only needing a rather minimalist piece in terms of both composition and arrangement, but I’m not worried about having it all said and done in the extremely near future. This is all quite typical behavior in regards to how I roll…

On a quasi-composition related note: I’m finally going to start getting this very website finished over the coming winter break from school. As it currently sits, I feel as if I’ve been living in a new home which is both unfinished and unfurnished; basically, it’s time for that to end.

Make A Note Of It…

November 7th, 2011

In and of itself, it is merely a notebook: college ruled, spiral bound, and it even features an incredibly rudimentary U.S. map inside the back cover. It purpose for me was as a weight training log, recording every workout I’ve executed from August 27, 2006 until October 29, 2011. Over the course of those 5 years, 2 months, and 2 days, my life has undergone a totally un-fucking-believable myriad of both personal, and professional changes. At this point in the game, it’s obvious that these changes are indeed for the better, particularly as I’m finally beginning to acquire a few items for my troubles: 2 short films I have directed will complete post-production this month, I’ll have my film degree this coming May, and I even look better now than at any previous point in my life. Ultimately, I am now in a place which I would have never imagined myself being when I began using this notebook.

Back in the summer of 2006, I was definitely on the rise as an entrepreneur: doing something which I thoroughly enjoyed, and getting paid handsomely for it, to boot. The demand for more and more help led to me bringing on a number of subordinates, some of whom were highly talented; a few others, not so much. I myself was working constantly and consistently, even deep into the holiday season that year, which was definitely a high-water mark for me professionally at the time if there ever was one. In hindsight, however, cracks were also beginning to develop and spread throughout the foundation upon which I both subsisted and grew at the time, and I was certainly not prepared for the massive downfall which would soon follow; nor was I prepared for the massive amount of time and effort it would take me to simply climb back to a level of self-respectability.

Regardless of all the high drama and hot messiness which seemingly attached itself to me 24/7 for quite some time, I am once again rising like Phoenix, Arizona from the desert. Check that, don’t even call it a comeback, because I’m far better off than I was then. After all, when people who quickly abandoned me during my lowest point are now attempting to squeeze themselves back into my circle, then I must undoubtedly be once again headed up the mountain. Incidentally, these people in question are probably wondering why I’m not returning their calls/e-mails, and I’m quick to admit this is no accident. I’ve learned who my friends are, and they’re far and few between. I’m still not really sure why I attempted a fitness theme, but I did get this halfway-decent shot for my efforts.

Anyway, lot’s o’ cool shit is on the way. My first directorial effort, LRC, will be completed any day now, and you can bet your boots I’ll be sharing it all over the place. My second directing escapade, The Crisis, will also be completed this month, so keep an eye out for it as well. I’ve also begun getting seriously back into photography as of late, and I’ll be sharing a lot of photos here which I will have taken with my new camera. In fact, the above photo in this blog entry is a self-portrait I shot the other night. I’m still not quite sure what possessed me to attempt a fitness theme, but I did end up with this nifty shot, which has already received some positive response. Still so much to do, but such is life…

The Agony Of Victory…

October 20th, 2011

Occasionally, I like a little photography with my Photoshopping, as proven by this particular image from 2008. While that was only three years ago, it may as well be a million years ago after all through which I have gone since then. Have I myself descended these stairs into the abyss below? To be perfectly honest, more times than I care to admit even to myself, much less anyone else. Still, each and every one of these trips would ultimately wind up being a good thing, as I would inevitably emerge from these darkest of depths both stronger and wiser for the experience.

Recently, I have undertaken a stringent regiment of fitness and dieting aimed at reducing my body fat to levels which I have not enjoyed in a very long time. While there was certainly nothing wrong with the shape I was in prior to this metaphorical three-hour tour, I simply wanted to raise my fitness game to a new level. Short story long: I can, by any objective point of view, declare myself successful in this endeavour, as I am now rocking some seriously heavy duty cut and leanness. Photos will be forthcoming soon, once I can suss out a suitable shooting location.

Still, this victory is somewhat bittersweet at the moment, with emphasis upon the bitter part. Given my trademark self-discipline and work ethic, I have been pushing myself mercilessly towards this objective while not allowing myself even a moment’s rest. As a result, I am completely worn out at the moment; not just physically, but mentally and emotionally as well. Despite everything I have achieved as of late, there are admittedly a lot of question marks before me regarding which roads I must take in both the short and long term. While I know I’ll feel better in a few days, I’m simply burned out at the moment…

You’re The Instigation…

October 16th, 2011

The title of this blog entry is indeed a play on words of a song by former Chicago hit-maker and Bauhaus fan Peter Cetera, which is pseudo-appropriate as I currently examine my own inspirations while becoming more and more actively involved in chasing the skirt of my personal creative muse. While I extend my creativity across multiple mediums such as music, film, and photography, there are definitely common themes spread across these various outlets. Or something like that (feel free to insert your own thesis here)…

If this blog were interesting enough for anyone to actually bother reading it, they would notice that updates have been nonexistent for approximately the past two months. Since the previous entry, I have begun another year of college, and I’ve even directed my second short film. Thanks to the miracle of online core classes, I also completed my entire technical mathematics class by mid-term (and with an A, to boot), because I’m just that good.

Currently, I am putting the finishing touches upon the two short films I have directed this year, and I am getting ready to star in a short film which may be ready to shoot as soon as this week. While I made a Hitchcockian cameo appearance in one of the aforementioned directorial efforts, this will be the first time I will be tackling a speaking role on camera in approximately six years. To be honest, I feel completely relaxed about the entire thing, as I know my character, and the director seems to have fully accepted my approach to the role. Given that the character is straight out of left field, this gig admittedly not much of a stretch for me. In any event, it’s been fun to both get in front of the camera again, and to once again observe another film director in action.

While on the subject of filmmaking, I am continuing to define (and refine) my areas of expertise in the medium, which are clearly rooted in the above-the-line roles of producer and director, as well as my escapades into writing and acting. There are a couple of below-the-line positions for which I have a knack (namely: editing and audio), but I’m not exactly touting those skills as they exist more out of necessity as opposed to passion. It all makes perfect sense, as my all-around talents in general have always been rooted in areas of leadership, strategy, and organization; to those into MBTI, I am the prototypical ENTJ.

Beyond filmmaking, I am now finally ramping up practice of my long-standing interest in still photography, having recently purchased a new DSLR camera. In conjunction with this development, this blog will soon begin to contain a significant amount of entries related to my photography exploits, which will most certainly be more interesting than reading my disjointed ramblings about this and that…

Lights…Camera…Revolution!

August 14th, 2011

When speaking of Studio Nouveauté, one might be so inclined to ask: “So, what projects do you have in the works?”, and that would be a valid question indeed. Given the fact that we are still very early in our infancy, we certainly have very little on tap at the moment; however, there is one project which is current in very early stages of pre-production. I have been working on the screenplay for a short film titled Discothèque, which (despite the the superficial inclinations of its title) serves as a commentary on imperialism and class warfare. I’m no communist by any means, but to say such issues don’t exist within our own backyard at this point in time would amount to an incredible state of denial on my part; in fact, I’m concerned about my own opportunities to rise above my humble beginnings.

In terms of style, there’s definitely a lot of it to be found here, as well as no shortage of sexual tension, and a degree of surrealism as well. As I will be producing and directing this film, I want it to serve as something of a showcase for all the qualities I bring to the table as a filmmaker. While much of the film takes place outside of an actual discothèque, there is indeed one prominently featured in the film during a music video-like montage which is heavily influenced by the legendary “In The Air Tonight” sequence from the Miami Vice pilot. All in all, I’m managing to cover quite a bit of ground in what most likely ends up being a 15-20 minute film, and possibly serves as something of a “demo” to raise funds for a feature length version.

I’m still debating how exactly I want to approach shooting this film. While I would love to shoot every scene on location, there simply may too many financial and geographical (I’m shooting this film in the Little Rock area) to get the exact types of locations I’m seeking, and the ambiance of the locations is absolutely vital to the artistic success of the finished product. Having said that, I’m seriously considering shooting the entire film on a makeshift sound stage, against a green screen, and fabricating all locations in post-production via After Effects. While this process would be incredibly tedious and time consuming, it would also not only be significantly cheaper than actually shooting on location, but it would allow me to create the exact locations which I visualize in my mind as I work of the screenplay. Given that I envision a vast and surreal metropolis (which definitely does not exist in Arkansas), I’m becoming more and more convinced to go this route. If nothing else, it will look entirely different from any other film shot in this area, and that’s always a great thing.

In any event, there will be a lot of work to be done to get this project out of my head, and in front of audiences. Still, it’s no doubt a positive thing that I’m actually pushing forward with a film I want to make, even one as modest as this…